19th July.2012
Itz silence n I am in my room....all alone....tick tock tick tock...I see the clock striking 1 a.m. Suddenly tearz rolled down my eyez when I recalled what he said a while ago....he asked me to choose between him n my best friend....how could he...how could he expect me to make this choice....!!!
I know my best friend from the past 7 yearz....almost double the time since I have known him....he waz alwayz with me in my upz n downz...even in situationz in which he left me alone...my best friend waz alwayz there to support me....infact it waz none other than my best friend himself who gave me the suggestion to try going into a relationship with him....we have partied together....laughed together....cried together....we have had so much gossipz...crazy talkz....lively momentz which I can never ever forget....then how can he expect me to forget all this n put a full stop on my friendship with my best friend....??
Very easily he sayz he will breakup if I didn't leave my best friend...what should I do...?? If I choose "him"....I will loose my best friend which I can't afford to do so at any possible cost....n if I choose my "best friend"....I will have to loose him...hez my love....I can't afford to loose him either...ohh God....why me....?? why I have to choose....?? This choice is nothing but a one sided game in which whatever I do....whom so ever I choose....I will loose no matter what....!!!
Often in life we get situationz in which we need to make deadly chiocez....choicez which make us loose....mentality n emotionally....but at the end we have to choose n even I made my choice....I chose my "BEST FRIEND"....yes diary u heard it right....my best friend....coz u know when I told this dilemma of mine to him...he simply smiled n waz ready to give up our friendship saying that he just wantz my hapiness whether itz with him or without him....I realized at that moment who really lovez me...my boy-friend wazn't even bothered that how much emotionally disturbed I waz due to him n on the other hand my best friend waz supporting me asalwayz....I made my CHOICE....n now after monthz I feel proud on my decision....yes....I made the right choice....!!! ♥
Rabia ♥
Itz silence n I am in my room....all alone....tick tock tick tock...I see the clock striking 1 a.m. Suddenly tearz rolled down my eyez when I recalled what he said a while ago....he asked me to choose between him n my best friend....how could he...how could he expect me to make this choice....!!!
I know my best friend from the past 7 yearz....almost double the time since I have known him....he waz alwayz with me in my upz n downz...even in situationz in which he left me alone...my best friend waz alwayz there to support me....infact it waz none other than my best friend himself who gave me the suggestion to try going into a relationship with him....we have partied together....laughed together....cried together....we have had so much gossipz...crazy talkz....lively momentz which I can never ever forget....then how can he expect me to forget all this n put a full stop on my friendship with my best friend....??
Very easily he sayz he will breakup if I didn't leave my best friend...what should I do...?? If I choose "him"....I will loose my best friend which I can't afford to do so at any possible cost....n if I choose my "best friend"....I will have to loose him...hez my love....I can't afford to loose him either...ohh God....why me....?? why I have to choose....?? This choice is nothing but a one sided game in which whatever I do....whom so ever I choose....I will loose no matter what....!!!
Often in life we get situationz in which we need to make deadly chiocez....choicez which make us loose....mentality n emotionally....but at the end we have to choose n even I made my choice....I chose my "BEST FRIEND"....yes diary u heard it right....my best friend....coz u know when I told this dilemma of mine to him...he simply smiled n waz ready to give up our friendship saying that he just wantz my hapiness whether itz with him or without him....I realized at that moment who really lovez me...my boy-friend wazn't even bothered that how much emotionally disturbed I waz due to him n on the other hand my best friend waz supporting me asalwayz....I made my CHOICE....n now after monthz I feel proud on my decision....yes....I made the right choice....!!! ♥
Rabia ♥
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