Often in life we face situationz where we don't know the exact thing to be done...same waz the case with me...I waz in a dilemma...a very big dilemma...it all started yearz back...both of them were my close friendz...I considered them my special buddiez....buddiez with whom I can just be me...buddiez with whom I can share just everything...buddiez who have seen me at my worst as well as my best....yes...I liked both of them...but as they say...a guy n a girl can never be just best friendz...atleast one of them will fall for the other...n the thing I alwayz feared...happened...!!
I don't know when they both started loving me more than just a best friend...I had cleared them already that I am not into relationship stuffz as I am a bright n career oriented girl...I can't divert my focus....but still they did what I alwayz feared...they both proposed me...fuck...what to do...?? Seemed like I am in a nasty trap...I want to come out of it but can't...seemed like I am screaming on top of my voice...asking people to help me...to help me come out of this...but no one just bothered...I thought of running away from this aweful situation by ignoring both of them...not speaking n conversing with anyone...n guess what...?? It ruined the situation even more...now what..?? Nothing more worse could have happened so I finally decided to bring in the strength in me n face the situation directly...running away isn't a solution...it'z time to face it now...!!!
For many dayz I waz in a deep thought on what should be done now...n finally I came up with a solution...I don't know if it'z right or not but my mental ability n heart sayz it'z the best possible thing that could be done...I thought of testing both the guyz...a "LOVE TEST" u can say...I decided to ask both of them just 2 questionz n everything will be cleared...!!
Conversation with my 1st bestie...!! ♥
Me - DO U REALLY LOVE ME..??
Him - Yes ofcourse dear...!!
Me - WHY DO U LOVE ME...??
Him - I love u coz u are a perfect combo of beauty with brainz...n above all coz u have a nature to die for...!!
Me - ok
Conversation with my 2nd bestie...!! ♥
Me - DO U REALLY LOVE ME..??
Him - Ya ofcourse sweety..!!
Me - WHY DO U LOVE ME...??
Him - ..............................
He didn't answered...he just kept on thinking...n after a while when he saw that I waz way too curious to know the answer...he just said..."I love u but I really don't know why I love u...it'z just that I love u...!!"
That moment just took it all n I realized who my MR. RIGHT is...my 2nd bestie is my MR. RIGHT...as he doesn't love me coz of any special quality in me...he doesn't love me coz I am pretty...he doesn't love me coz I am brainy n neither does he love me coz of my nature...he just love me coz he lovez me...I can't express my feelingz how much glad I waz from within when he said that...I waz just out of wordz...I realised that very moment that who really lovez me...it waz indeed an extremely special moment n incidence which I will cherish alwayz n forever...n this incidence gave me a lesson for a lifetime...
"A PERSON WHO REALLY LOVEZ U DOESN'T NEED A REASON FOR IT AND IF HE HAS ONE THEN AS SOON AS THAT REASON ENDZ...LOVE WILL ALSO COME TO AN END"
...unconditional love is the true love n true love has no predefined conditionz...love doesn't come with "conditionz apply scheme"...it'z just without any reasonz...thatz why it'z true n pure...yes my 1st bestie lovez me but his love isn't the true love coz as soon as I kill the reasonz for which he lovez me...his love for me will get finished then n there itself...n now I think I handled the situation pretty well...n that thingz are getting better...I am sure time will heel everything...atleast for me they both will alwayz be extremely special...LOVE U BOTH...!! ♥
Rabia ♥
I don't know when they both started loving me more than just a best friend...I had cleared them already that I am not into relationship stuffz as I am a bright n career oriented girl...I can't divert my focus....but still they did what I alwayz feared...they both proposed me...fuck...what to do...?? Seemed like I am in a nasty trap...I want to come out of it but can't...seemed like I am screaming on top of my voice...asking people to help me...to help me come out of this...but no one just bothered...I thought of running away from this aweful situation by ignoring both of them...not speaking n conversing with anyone...n guess what...?? It ruined the situation even more...now what..?? Nothing more worse could have happened so I finally decided to bring in the strength in me n face the situation directly...running away isn't a solution...it'z time to face it now...!!!
For many dayz I waz in a deep thought on what should be done now...n finally I came up with a solution...I don't know if it'z right or not but my mental ability n heart sayz it'z the best possible thing that could be done...I thought of testing both the guyz...a "LOVE TEST" u can say...I decided to ask both of them just 2 questionz n everything will be cleared...!!
Conversation with my 1st bestie...!! ♥
Me - DO U REALLY LOVE ME..??
Him - Yes ofcourse dear...!!
Me - WHY DO U LOVE ME...??
Him - I love u coz u are a perfect combo of beauty with brainz...n above all coz u have a nature to die for...!!
Me - ok
Conversation with my 2nd bestie...!! ♥
Me - DO U REALLY LOVE ME..??
Him - Ya ofcourse sweety..!!
Me - WHY DO U LOVE ME...??
Him - ..............................
He didn't answered...he just kept on thinking...n after a while when he saw that I waz way too curious to know the answer...he just said..."I love u but I really don't know why I love u...it'z just that I love u...!!"
That moment just took it all n I realized who my MR. RIGHT is...my 2nd bestie is my MR. RIGHT...as he doesn't love me coz of any special quality in me...he doesn't love me coz I am pretty...he doesn't love me coz I am brainy n neither does he love me coz of my nature...he just love me coz he lovez me...I can't express my feelingz how much glad I waz from within when he said that...I waz just out of wordz...I realised that very moment that who really lovez me...it waz indeed an extremely special moment n incidence which I will cherish alwayz n forever...n this incidence gave me a lesson for a lifetime...
"A PERSON WHO REALLY LOVEZ U DOESN'T NEED A REASON FOR IT AND IF HE HAS ONE THEN AS SOON AS THAT REASON ENDZ...LOVE WILL ALSO COME TO AN END"
...unconditional love is the true love n true love has no predefined conditionz...love doesn't come with "conditionz apply scheme"...it'z just without any reasonz...thatz why it'z true n pure...yes my 1st bestie lovez me but his love isn't the true love coz as soon as I kill the reasonz for which he lovez me...his love for me will get finished then n there itself...n now I think I handled the situation pretty well...n that thingz are getting better...I am sure time will heel everything...atleast for me they both will alwayz be extremely special...LOVE U BOTH...!! ♥
Rabia ♥
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