Have u ever had a special friend with whom u can talk for hourz tirelessly...?? With whom u can share every bit of yourz...?? With whom u feel time fliez...?? With whom u can just be u...Yes...He is my special friend from long...we have a beautiful bond...n today I am extremely glad for him as for the very first time he is going into a relationship...wow...I am the first person ofcourse whom he introduced his girlfriend to...Shez a nice n pretty girl...I am extremely glad for both of them n I want them to be happy alwayz...!! ♥
Thingz were perfect...but gradually I realized that he waz parting from me...earlier we used to go out for moviez...hangout together...but now he refused to go anywhere saying his girlfriend wouldn't like it...earlier we used to talk for hourz on phone n now hardly "once in a blue moon" we have a chat that too regarding "HER"...seemed like I am being ignored...like I am no more his priority now...all these thingz were hurting me...that too very badly...n this made me envy her...seemed like she stole the essence of my life...Yes...!! I ENVY HER...!! coz she is so lucky to have him...coz she stole my best friend from me so easily...coz she has ruined my hapiness..!!
Weekz passed by n situation got even worse...I finally decided to back out permanently from his life...I decided to give a final cut off to our "SO-CALLED FRIENDSHIP"...I called him up to meet me somewhere...first he refused but when he saw that I waz extremely upset...he agreed...n we met for the last time...!!
Him - Ya dear...What'z the matter..?? Why u called me so urgently...?? Something important..??
Me - Yes...!! I have bothered u for the last time...I am breaking our so called friendship now...u stay happy with "HER"...!!
Him - Why u alwayz bring "HER" in between...!!
Me - Itz not me who brought her in between us but "U" who did this...huh...I am off...bye tc...!!
And I left without listening to him...coming back home I cried...cried a lot...after all I lost my only best friend coz of that bitch..huh...I realized his value when he is not with me...my life seemed so incomplete without him...I realized that I loved him...what...?? I LOVE HIM...?? but now itz too late...how does it matter now...?? He is gone forever...All this hurt me even more n guess what...?? That very day something drastic happened...late night around 1...I received a call...my eyez pounded out...it waz "HER"...Fuck...my heart skipped a beat when I saw her call...what does she want...?? Why is she calling...?? Has he asked her to talk to me...??
With full attitude I picked up "HER" call n said "What do u want...??" She seemed a bit amused as if she was so glad to see me like that..."irritated n upset"...she said that she wanted to meet me tomorrow...I agreed thinking it to be a good way to flood out my frustration towardz her...that night I just couldn't sleep wandering what did she want from me now...?? She took my everything...my life...so now whatz her problem...??
Next morning I was getting ready to meet her...trust me diary even on a date I wasn't that keen to look good then I wanted to look today...may be to show her off that I am superior...!! :p
Sharp at 1 p.m. I waz there at CCD...she came n I waz dumb struck when I saw "HIM" also with her coming towardz me...they seemed so amused to see me...I really wanted to leave now...I mean they have no right to make fun of me like that...but somehow I controlled n we three sat...just staring at eachother when suddenly "SHE" started flaunting about their relationship...about how happy they both are together...she said that they are made for eachother n bla bla bla...At a moment water crossed itz brim...I just couldn't bear so I said "I AM OFF...TC GUYZ...!!"
He said amusingly..."Why are u so jealous of her...??"
I shouted - coz it hurtz when something which belongz to u...is no more yourz...!!
Suddenly they both started laughing...I shouted again..."TO HELL WITH U GUYZ...I HATE U...!!"
He - But "I LOVE U RABIA"...!!
I just couldn't understand what was going around...then "SHE" cleared the confusion saying..."Rabia...we were never in a relationship...This whole drama waz done to make u realise his importance n that u love him...!!"
I waz extremely angry...I literally beated him but then I went to flashback..."SHE" was right...I never valued him...coz somewhat I alwayz knew he is there for me...I never valued our friendship until he was there with me as my "BEST FRIEND"...I realized his value when he left me...all alone...I realized our LOVE when he wazn't with me...!!
Often in life we don't value our LOVE n take it casually but the fact remainz that we shouldn't miss the MOON while collecting STARZ...coz STARZ are in millionz...but there is only 1 MOON...I am glad I realized his IMPORTANCE in my life...his LOVE...n now I will never devalue him just the way I used to do earlier...I learnt a lesson...a lesson for a lifetime..."ALWAYZ VALUE YOUR LOVED ONEZ...COZ ONCE U LOST THEM THERE IS ACTUALLY NO WAY OUT TO GET THEM N THEIR LOVE BACK...!!"
Rabia ♥
Thingz were perfect...but gradually I realized that he waz parting from me...earlier we used to go out for moviez...hangout together...but now he refused to go anywhere saying his girlfriend wouldn't like it...earlier we used to talk for hourz on phone n now hardly "once in a blue moon" we have a chat that too regarding "HER"...seemed like I am being ignored...like I am no more his priority now...all these thingz were hurting me...that too very badly...n this made me envy her...seemed like she stole the essence of my life...Yes...!! I ENVY HER...!! coz she is so lucky to have him...coz she stole my best friend from me so easily...coz she has ruined my hapiness..!!
Weekz passed by n situation got even worse...I finally decided to back out permanently from his life...I decided to give a final cut off to our "SO-CALLED FRIENDSHIP"...I called him up to meet me somewhere...first he refused but when he saw that I waz extremely upset...he agreed...n we met for the last time...!!
Him - Ya dear...What'z the matter..?? Why u called me so urgently...?? Something important..??
Me - Yes...!! I have bothered u for the last time...I am breaking our so called friendship now...u stay happy with "HER"...!!
Him - Why u alwayz bring "HER" in between...!!
Me - Itz not me who brought her in between us but "U" who did this...huh...I am off...bye tc...!!
And I left without listening to him...coming back home I cried...cried a lot...after all I lost my only best friend coz of that bitch..huh...I realized his value when he is not with me...my life seemed so incomplete without him...I realized that I loved him...what...?? I LOVE HIM...?? but now itz too late...how does it matter now...?? He is gone forever...All this hurt me even more n guess what...?? That very day something drastic happened...late night around 1...I received a call...my eyez pounded out...it waz "HER"...Fuck...my heart skipped a beat when I saw her call...what does she want...?? Why is she calling...?? Has he asked her to talk to me...??
With full attitude I picked up "HER" call n said "What do u want...??" She seemed a bit amused as if she was so glad to see me like that..."irritated n upset"...she said that she wanted to meet me tomorrow...I agreed thinking it to be a good way to flood out my frustration towardz her...that night I just couldn't sleep wandering what did she want from me now...?? She took my everything...my life...so now whatz her problem...??
Next morning I was getting ready to meet her...trust me diary even on a date I wasn't that keen to look good then I wanted to look today...may be to show her off that I am superior...!! :p
Sharp at 1 p.m. I waz there at CCD...she came n I waz dumb struck when I saw "HIM" also with her coming towardz me...they seemed so amused to see me...I really wanted to leave now...I mean they have no right to make fun of me like that...but somehow I controlled n we three sat...just staring at eachother when suddenly "SHE" started flaunting about their relationship...about how happy they both are together...she said that they are made for eachother n bla bla bla...At a moment water crossed itz brim...I just couldn't bear so I said "I AM OFF...TC GUYZ...!!"
He said amusingly..."Why are u so jealous of her...??"
I shouted - coz it hurtz when something which belongz to u...is no more yourz...!!
Suddenly they both started laughing...I shouted again..."TO HELL WITH U GUYZ...I HATE U...!!"
He - But "I LOVE U RABIA"...!!
I just couldn't understand what was going around...then "SHE" cleared the confusion saying..."Rabia...we were never in a relationship...This whole drama waz done to make u realise his importance n that u love him...!!"
I waz extremely angry...I literally beated him but then I went to flashback..."SHE" was right...I never valued him...coz somewhat I alwayz knew he is there for me...I never valued our friendship until he was there with me as my "BEST FRIEND"...I realized his value when he left me...all alone...I realized our LOVE when he wazn't with me...!!
Often in life we don't value our LOVE n take it casually but the fact remainz that we shouldn't miss the MOON while collecting STARZ...coz STARZ are in millionz...but there is only 1 MOON...I am glad I realized his IMPORTANCE in my life...his LOVE...n now I will never devalue him just the way I used to do earlier...I learnt a lesson...a lesson for a lifetime..."ALWAYZ VALUE YOUR LOVED ONEZ...COZ ONCE U LOST THEM THERE IS ACTUALLY NO WAY OUT TO GET THEM N THEIR LOVE BACK...!!"
Rabia ♥
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