*Childhood*.. When you read this all u remember is happy .. sweet moments .. isnt it..?? Those innocent fights..Love from everyone and doing all you want without any second thought.. But for me its not at all like dat.. When I look back I only see *Black out* ... I can hardly remember any good memory from it. People say daughters are more close to their Paa.. Yes its true.. But wat to do when Ur Paa is no more with you.. ?? I know how it feels without him.. I know how it feels when U can see him..talk with him but cant call him Your *Papa* .. I know how it feels when on Ur Bday .. You even not get permission to talk with him..
... Every girl's first love is his Paa.. But wat to do when U cant express your love for him.. It hurts alot.. It was too difficult for me.. I never got a chance to express my feelings.. That I am alone without him.. I need him in my life the most.. Being a single kid I never got anyone to share my emptiness.. I wasnt able to share .. But deep inside I was dying.. Dying every day.. Dat he left us and went so far yet he was near.. I can talk to him..I can meet him but still he is nt with me.. I can meet him once in two months..
.. I missed him.. Everywhere.. At the time of result at school.. At the time of my admission at college everywhere..I used to see every kid with their parents.. And I missed him.. He was so busy to fulfill his duties for others dat he frgot he have on daughter too.. Who needs his love his time.. He might be regretting his mistake.. But I wont get my childhood back.. Those days back which I spent waiting for him.. missing him.. I used to lie to every one when it came to my Paa’s topic.. Because I dnt want anyone to blame him.. Even I dnt have any complaints ..But yes its too much difficult without him..
.. We girls are like that only.. Even if we are hurt we remain silent.. We will cry when we are alone but not in front of people who made us cry.. We will sacrifice everything for whom we love.. We can easily forgive them even if its killing us.. I did the same.. I forgave him for his mistake.. Because I do love him a lot.. He is my world..I have lived my life without him but cant not imagine my life without him.. I wish some day I will get a chance to say him how I feel without him.. If U r lucky enough to be with Your papa.. Dnt take it for granted.. Tell him how much U love him.. Because I know how it feels when U cant express..
.. Watever may happen .. Just like all other girls.. My Paa is my King.. And he will always be.. :)
.. Love you Paa.. ♥ ♥
.. Khushi.. ♥
... Every girl's first love is his Paa.. But wat to do when U cant express your love for him.. It hurts alot.. It was too difficult for me.. I never got a chance to express my feelings.. That I am alone without him.. I need him in my life the most.. Being a single kid I never got anyone to share my emptiness.. I wasnt able to share .. But deep inside I was dying.. Dying every day.. Dat he left us and went so far yet he was near.. I can talk to him..I can meet him but still he is nt with me.. I can meet him once in two months..
.. I missed him.. Everywhere.. At the time of result at school.. At the time of my admission at college everywhere..I used to see every kid with their parents.. And I missed him.. He was so busy to fulfill his duties for others dat he frgot he have on daughter too.. Who needs his love his time.. He might be regretting his mistake.. But I wont get my childhood back.. Those days back which I spent waiting for him.. missing him.. I used to lie to every one when it came to my Paa’s topic.. Because I dnt want anyone to blame him.. Even I dnt have any complaints ..But yes its too much difficult without him..
.. We girls are like that only.. Even if we are hurt we remain silent.. We will cry when we are alone but not in front of people who made us cry.. We will sacrifice everything for whom we love.. We can easily forgive them even if its killing us.. I did the same.. I forgave him for his mistake.. Because I do love him a lot.. He is my world..I have lived my life without him but cant not imagine my life without him.. I wish some day I will get a chance to say him how I feel without him.. If U r lucky enough to be with Your papa.. Dnt take it for granted.. Tell him how much U love him.. Because I know how it feels when U cant express..
.. Watever may happen .. Just like all other girls.. My Paa is my King.. And he will always be.. :)
.. Love you Paa.. ♥ ♥
.. Khushi.. ♥
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