When Its difficult to Decide... ♥

" Wat the hell you are doing Khushi..?? Keep your cell aside and for god sake complete your work.." My office colleague almost shouted on me..

.. It was almost 8 days.. I had not received a single message or call from him.. No, we didnt fought.. I was totally unaware about the reason why he was doing so.. But it was hurting me a lot.. Since he was back to his hometown after his Graduation exam, he was changed... We used to talk for hourss when he was at hostel.. And things had changed completely.. He hardly used to message me once in 3-4 days.. Dat too just reply of my messages..

..I wasnt able to wait .. I picked up phone and dialed his number, He picked up..

.. " Hello.. Wat r u doing..?? " I asked..

.. " Nothing just watching Tv.. " He replied as if he was not interested..

.. " Cant you do one message?.. 8 day have passed and u even didnt cared to ask me How I am..? " I was upset..

.. " Look, I am at home now.. So better you dont complain.. " He said..

.." I know you are at home.. But one message..? I dont think its impossible for you to type a message.." I was about to cry..

.. " Oh please dont start it all again.. " He was damn rude..

.. My eyes filled with tears.. " Ok Sorry, I wont disturb you.." I kept the phone..

.. I thought.. Was it so difficult for him to talk with me once in a day..? When he was in hostel.. I was at my home, still I used to talk with him for hours.. I decided, " I will not call or message him till he dont try to reach me.." .. I knew it was difficult, Cutting all contacts with the person with whom you used to spend maxi hours..

.. Days were passing.. I used to check my cell 100 times a day.. I was eagerly waiting for his message/call. But he didnt.. Every night I used to sleep only after talking to him.. But thn I used to cry to make myself sleep.. I didnt understood why all things went so worst.. I wanted him to ask, Wats my mistake.. I wanted answers.. But whenever I tried, he didnt bothered.. He always told me the same reason.. " I am at home so cant talk with you.. "

.. Life was changing.. Day by day I got used to it.. I tried to make my life better without him.. It was difficult but I had no option.. I didnt wanted to beg in front of him.. I made myself strong.. Finally the day came when his absence was not making much diff to me.. I was moving ahead in my life..Months passed & Days were going smoothly.. I turned my attention to office.. studies and friends..

.. I received hardly 4-5 calls in 2 months.. And dat too I behaved very normally.. I didnt asked him why he was nt calling me or nothing.. He might be noticed dat.. But I didnt cared... I loved him, But I guessed I did enough to save that relation.. After all I was not the only one who needed it.. He realized that his life was empty without me.. He came back to me.. Asked for forgiveness.. He wanted me back in his life.. But I refused.. I could not forget all days & night he made me suffer without any mistake.. He took me for granted.. He just cant be with me whenever he wants..

.. When there comes a time, Where you fell that its hurting a lot to hold on.. Girls trust me Move on.. ! It may be difficult but Its always better to keep Ur pride up... You cant beg for keeping some one in your life.. If they know your value, You will have place in their life.. ! You dont have to fight every day for it.. Today I am happy I moved on.. :)

.. "They always want you back, When they see You Happy Without them.. " ♥ ♥

.. Khushi ♥