Its been 2 hours since I was tryng his mobile. He wasn't receving the call.
I kept trying.
The clock turned from 12 to 4 pm.
Still no response.
Now it was actually hurting me.what's wrong with this guy?
Why does he alws do this?why he always take me for granteed?
Hours passed.
The clock was stricking 10 at night.
I was being miserable the whole day long.
My mobile buzzed.it was him. I didn't receive the call. My mobile continued buzzing for long 15 mintues. 30 miss calls.
I picked up the call.
My voice chocked. Yeah,I was cryng all day long. I am pissed off.
'Yup,say' I tried to be normal
'Baby you okay? He questioned
'Yeah,I'm okay' I couldn't speak more. Tears started rolling down.
'Hey what's wrong baby? Why are you crying' he voice sounded tensed
Does it really matter to you? I tried to keep myself calm
What are you talking about?are you mad? I love you baby and why are you talking like this? He was rushing with his words.
'Can we talk tomorrow please?'
'Can't we talk today' he questioned immidiately
'No' I tried to sound a bit rude.
He knew I can't be rude to him.it was just in the heat of the moment I was talking lyk dat.
Will you please tell me what's wrong? He pleaded
Have you checked your mobile from the moring? Have you seen how many times have I called u up?
Where have you been all day long damnit?
My frustation came out.
He didn't reply for a minute.there was a silence all over. The scilence was disturing. I wanted an immidiate reply.
I don't what he was thinkng.
'I was with my friends.went to nicco bowl' he replied
'Great,dats you u didn't get time to reply me once na.you think I'm a puppet.you think you have bought me from the market na? What? Say? Reply!'
I was going mad. My temper was going high.
'No cherry you mean a lot to me and you know that na'
'No I don't know! I really don't know' I was shouting and cryng at the same time
No,I never react in this way untill and unless I'm really hurt.
'Can't I stay with my friends now, I need to take permission from you to go out with my friends' he shouted back!
We were shouting on each other,not a nice thing for me atleast.
'Now,have I ever said that, but you didn't reply me once also and you know u feel bad wen you do something of this sort' I tried to clear out things.
'You know what cherry, you have lost it. You better sleep now. Bye' he banged the phone down.
I was drawn aback. I was shocked!
I was hurt.
I was feeling insulted.
I was feeling low.
I wanted somebody to hug me.
I wanted somebody to feel my pain.
2:00am
'I'm sorry but baby trust me I relly love you alot' he texted
'You know what being your priority is what I wanted nothing else. I love you too'
Yeah now also I still meant those 3 three words.
I hope one day he'll understand what I want from him. One day he'll understand me compltly.
Still now I keep on hoping and I still give him endless second chances.
I'm sure things will change some day.
P.s wen somebody wants something from you try to fullfill it,cause remember one thing they only expect things from those person whom they love a lot. So don't hurt themm back. Don't make them feel valueless.
Its a worst feeling.
Cherry♥
I kept trying.
The clock turned from 12 to 4 pm.
Still no response.
Now it was actually hurting me.what's wrong with this guy?
Why does he alws do this?why he always take me for granteed?
Hours passed.
The clock was stricking 10 at night.
I was being miserable the whole day long.
My mobile buzzed.it was him. I didn't receive the call. My mobile continued buzzing for long 15 mintues. 30 miss calls.
I picked up the call.
My voice chocked. Yeah,I was cryng all day long. I am pissed off.
'Yup,say' I tried to be normal
'Baby you okay? He questioned
'Yeah,I'm okay' I couldn't speak more. Tears started rolling down.
'Hey what's wrong baby? Why are you crying' he voice sounded tensed
Does it really matter to you? I tried to keep myself calm
What are you talking about?are you mad? I love you baby and why are you talking like this? He was rushing with his words.
'Can we talk tomorrow please?'
'Can't we talk today' he questioned immidiately
'No' I tried to sound a bit rude.
He knew I can't be rude to him.it was just in the heat of the moment I was talking lyk dat.
Will you please tell me what's wrong? He pleaded
Have you checked your mobile from the moring? Have you seen how many times have I called u up?
Where have you been all day long damnit?
My frustation came out.
He didn't reply for a minute.there was a silence all over. The scilence was disturing. I wanted an immidiate reply.
I don't what he was thinkng.
'I was with my friends.went to nicco bowl' he replied
'Great,dats you u didn't get time to reply me once na.you think I'm a puppet.you think you have bought me from the market na? What? Say? Reply!'
I was going mad. My temper was going high.
'No cherry you mean a lot to me and you know that na'
'No I don't know! I really don't know' I was shouting and cryng at the same time
No,I never react in this way untill and unless I'm really hurt.
'Can't I stay with my friends now, I need to take permission from you to go out with my friends' he shouted back!
We were shouting on each other,not a nice thing for me atleast.
'Now,have I ever said that, but you didn't reply me once also and you know u feel bad wen you do something of this sort' I tried to clear out things.
'You know what cherry, you have lost it. You better sleep now. Bye' he banged the phone down.
I was drawn aback. I was shocked!
I was hurt.
I was feeling insulted.
I was feeling low.
I wanted somebody to hug me.
I wanted somebody to feel my pain.
2:00am
'I'm sorry but baby trust me I relly love you alot' he texted
'You know what being your priority is what I wanted nothing else. I love you too'
Yeah now also I still meant those 3 three words.
I hope one day he'll understand what I want from him. One day he'll understand me compltly.
Still now I keep on hoping and I still give him endless second chances.
I'm sure things will change some day.
P.s wen somebody wants something from you try to fullfill it,cause remember one thing they only expect things from those person whom they love a lot. So don't hurt themm back. Don't make them feel valueless.
Its a worst feeling.
Cherry♥
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