The sun was glaring hot. The rays got refracted and fell on my eyes.
Last night was one of my 'not-so-happening' night. Still it was worth being with harsh. The light was screwing up my sleep. I dashed the pillow against my face and dozed off.
Ping! Ping! Ping!
Blackberry pings can be such a pain in the butt at times I swear. I opened my eye and checked it out . As expected it was harsh. I set my bbm status as DND and then I was off.
Again my mobile buzzed,now it was darn irritating.
I checked out my mobile in disgust and there was a text message. It was bit odd for me to receive a text as my maximum friends are on bbm or whatsapp. So, hardly anybody texts me.
'Hey..cheez, still on bed'
As I read it, my sleep got vanished in a jiffy. It was him. It has to be him.
I abruptly got up from my bed. Rubbed my eyes and was trying to believe wat I read.
It has been more than 6 months that we broke up. I still remember the date crystal clear 28.03.2012.
Ego crept in and we lost contact.
'No..I'm on..btw how cum you texted' I typed but I knew what will be his answer.
'Why can't I? This is his trademark. I'm used to each and every word of his,each and every sentence of his. I know his each and every answer to my questions.
'No you can..but still..it has been so long since I last spoke to you' I typed back.
15 mins went by..no reply from his side. Same old thing. Keeping me on wait and must be busy in toking to somebody else. No I didn't mind, I never did. I knew his lifestyle. I knew what his friends meant to him.
I was about to take a step down from bed when my mobile buzzed. I quickly grapped hold of my phone. It was him. My heart was beating fast.
'Yup say' I answered.
'Sleeping?' He asked
'No was sleeping'
'Sleeping beauty' he chuckled
'Hmm...so??' I knew he had something else in his mind other than calling me sleeping beauty.
'Nothing..bas was thinking to...' He stopped
'To???' I questioned
'Was thinking to meet you'
Now that's is what I didn't want to hear from him. We ignored each other for months then for what we need to meet now?
Question was running through my mind.
'Umm..will see' I mumled
'Cheeze I know what your see means' he said. He seemed diappointed.
'Okay fir..chal let's meet 2mrw I dun have my tution' I answered
'Cool then' he was short in his answer and we hung up.
I wasn't happy , I wasn't sad, I wasn't super excited. I was glad that he tried to contact me after such an abrupt end of our relationship.
I stepped down,got fresh.
I wiped my face while tryng to get hold on my lappy.
I bumped on the couch,connected my lappy with the charger.
I logged in to my old gmail account which shubham created for me when we were in a relationship.
Yes, I dumped evrything right from my perfume to my dress, my gmail account to my hair clips. Everything I used when I was in a realtionship. I literally stopped using those things. I just wanted to maintain a distance from him. I didn't want to have any essence of shubham in my life.
The password was still the same. One of our old picture ( me and shubham)was still there as the gmail dp.
The folder named ' my love' which contained all the mails,all the attachments, the pictures,the songs I shared with shubham was still there . I didn't delete any of the mails even if there was only 'hi' in it. Every mail of his was marked as starred.
I only had one person on my chat list. That was him.
The green light glowed beside his name.
I clicked on the chat button, his status got changed.
'LAST DATE WITH MY EX'
The status was aimed at me and I'm sure of it. I didn't feel like to converse with him .I clicked on the cross button and logged off.
My sleep ditched me. It always happened, whenever I had a plan to meet shubham. Insomnia just creeps in.
I desperately needed someone to talk to.
I looked by my side. Anne was lulled in her innocent sleep. Waking her up at the middle of the night wasn't a nice idea. But my inner instinct was crushing me.
I started fidgitng with my mobile. The LED light of my mobile had been constantly glowing red. There were notification of facebook,whatsapp,bbm. But I didn't care to check any.
My mind was rushing through something,which I myself didn't have any idea about.
Shubham was making me impatient.
I dialed his number. Connecting it showed. I disconnected. I wasn't sure about calling him up.
Calling late at night wasn't the issue but calling him up after 6 months was the issue.
I re-dialed it. This time I didn't disconnect it. The probability of getting a busy tone was 100%.
But for a change it was ringing. It was bit shocking. Basically when we were in a relationship if I would have ring him up at the middle of the night then it would have come busy. But this time it was different.
I dismissed my thoughts. He picked up the line.
'Yeah cheeze' he said
'Sleeping?' I interrogated
'No..I'm online' he said
'Oh..okay..fine then bye' I was about to hung up.
'No its fine we can talk he said.
'Shubh no..I don't want to talk' I was confused.
You are disturbed right? He asked.
'No..I'm okay' I lied.
'Cherry I know you, just because we broke up that doesn't mean I'll forget everything' his voice was comforting
' You know what I'm not getting sleep' I finally spoke out
'Just like earlier' he questioned
'Yup kind off' I let out a sigh.
'You know what you are stressing yourself too much' his voice hushed
'Stressing myself? About what?'
'About meeting me'
'No its not that' I lied again.
But I knew he was right. I was dragging myself a lot. I was over-excersing my brains. It was just a simple meet nothing else. Then why am I feeling that my heart has been over burdened with something. May be the old feeling or may be new feelings which already started taking a dig in my life.
I don't know what it was but surely it wasn't the best feeling.
Going out with me ex is just a normal issue. So why my mind is messed up?
'Do one thing try to sleep,you'll be okay' he said softly
'Hmm..yeah' I hung up.
may be he was right. Sleep was the only thing which could have soothed my mind.
I closed my eyes. The old thoughts started playing tricks on my mind. I was trying to fight back with my thoughts. But certainly I lost the game.
I pulled my blanket over me and Started staring at the ceiling like I was lifeless, with one thing on my mind 'dealing with ex isn't a matter of joke when you still got feelings for him/her'
Monsoons had just hit the sky of kolkata. The weather was unusually cool. My room's glasses were hazy. Yeah it was drizzling. I cuddled within my blanket. The warm effect of the weather didn't permit me to get up too early.
I looked for my mobile. The red light icon on the upper right side of the text message was glowing.
It denoted (1)text message.
'I'll pick you up from the metro station at 11:30..don't be late' I read.
It was my wake up message. The clock showed 9:30. Two hours to go. Mom was at home. So that means I just can't get ready and walk out of my house. I need to take permission.
I dragged myself to my basin. Got fresh. Brushed my teeth,and hit the kitchen. That's where my mom stays early in the morning.
'Ki korcho?' (What are you doing) with a smile pasted on my face.
'Cooking' she replied by not looking at me.
'Okay' I let out a sigh
'What do you want cherry'
Shit! How she came to know about this? I didn't even speak a word then how come? (On my mind)
Beads of sweat appearing on my forehead.
'Umm..maa..actually..nothing' I stammered
'Bol ki hoyeche' ( tell what happened) she banged on the point.
Common you people know how mothers are, they can read each and every expression of yours.
'Shubham' his name slipped out of my lips
'Oh..that marwadi guy..your boyfriend' she said still not giving enough attention to my words.
'Uuff..no..he is just a friend of mine,and he wants to meet me'
Now she diverted her whole attention to me.
'O..you people already made a plan and then coming for permission..I don't know what's wrong with this generation' mom replied with utter disgust on her face.
'Just a yes or needed mom' I held my mom's shoulder and jerked her
'Okay..go..what else I can say...but come before your papa drops in okay?'
'Okay' I accepted her condition like a puppy and left.Again she went back to her work.
'Tell that maru guy to learn bengali if you people are in a relationship and don't wear shorts' she was still blaberring
'No mom..we aren't dating and I'm just of 17..I'm not getting married now' I screamed back.
'Haa..haa..ami sob bujhi' (yeah I understand everything)
I didn't react and hit the bathroom.
Water dripping from my hair. The clock striked 11.
I need to hurry up. I didn't want to be late at any cost.
Opened my cupboard. As usual I didn't find anything to find. After 10 mins my cupboard was looking like it got hit by a hurricane. Nothing was at its place. I made a mess of it.
'What to wear' was the main question now. I could have easily pulled up my shorts and walked out but mom said a big NO-NO for that.
Shocking blue half shoulder top with torn out jeans.
Perfect!
Snikers on. Bracelets on. Tinge of kajal. Lip gloss. Hair tied sideways. Done!
My mobile buzzed.
Where are you? Shubh asked
Getting ready why? I interrogated
'From last 15 mins I'm waiting cheeze'
'Hell! What's the time' I was awed
'11:45 and you are suppose to meet me on 11:30 I think so' now he was being sarcastic
'Yup..coming..wait..' I banged it down
I reached metro station in ten minutes. I saw him standing.
Gosh! He is so damn cute. I bet he can make any girl fall for him by his cuteness.
As I was taking a step near I was getting cautious. I was taking long breaths.
'Chill cherry, you need not be so cautious, he is shubham you met him many a times before.just take it easy' this words ran on my mind
He saw me.
Hi..you are looking pretty' he greeted me with a smile.
'Hmm..okay..thanx' I started looking down.
My hands went numb. As cold as ice. Like it used to happen when we were in a realtionship.
so, finally we met after 6 months. Its time for the date. For that stay tuned to
'Last date with my ex'
'Stop staring at me' I spotted him staring at me right from the time we both entered the metro.
'Who said I'm staring at you?' He chuckled
'Don't think I'm blind shubh' I turned my head the other side.
I can't easily make an eye-contact and talk to him. Its kinda odd for me. But certainly I felt that I missed the way he used to look at me.
12:45.
We entered south city. My favorite of all and he knew well.
'Want to go for a movie' he asked
'Breaking dawn chale?' I was craving to watch this movie from a long time.
'As you wish cheeze' he moved towards the counter.
I knew very well that he isn't into twilight bella or edward. He simply doesn't have any interest in this film but he didn't want to turn my mood off.
'Gold class' flashed on the tickets.
Isn't this meet going the same way it went for the first time we went for a date? (On my mind)
'What are you thinking? Shubham jerked me
'Aahh..oo..nothing' I tried to pretend as if I was thinking nothing and started setting my hair.
Corner seat,lights off,movie starts.
This is exactly the same seat we got on our first date.
Memories came flashing. There was a time when we used to love each other so much. There was a time when there wasn't a day we used to go without speaking. There wasn't a day he was out of my mind.
We were always meant to be together..isn't it?
Then what happened suddenly?
Tears came to the corner of my eyes. I realized its stupid being emotional now.
'Don't think about our past' he whispered
'Haaaw' I looked at him in surprise.
'See you are about to cry..I know what you are thinking' he said
'Chuck it shubh..I'm okay' I tried to concentrate on the film
He kept his hand on my shoulder. I didn't protest. It really feels gud when your loved ones care for your sentiments.
I was unusually quite. I knew one wrong word of mine because of frustration would have ruined the date.
I took his right palm on mine and slid my fingers in between.
He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. There wasn't any filmy drama of seeing so much of love in his eyes for me.
He made me have the pop corn my his own hand like before, I bit his finger.
'Oouucch bitch' he chuckled
'I'm your bitch..you are me dog' I winked
'Hold on..flirting?' He said with full attention
'No..you are already flat on me.so no need to flirt' I was back to my normal self and I bet he loved it.
We came closer to each other. Spark rekindled!
No not love,but at least the barrier between us got removed.
I missed the movie just because of this jerk. Still I didn't mind.
we hit Mainland China. Again my fav.
We settled our self on our chairs.
The ambiance was nice. Not romantic but yeah pretty cool.
'Are you trying to impress me?'
I said maintng eye-contact.
'If I say yes then?' He gave a wicked smile
'Then you better not,kyun ki I'm not gonna fall for you' I said
'You bet!' He challenged
'Yeah I do' in full attitude I replied
He called for the waiter. I couldn't get what he was upto.
He got all my favorite dish, the music tuned to my own favorite nos.
this is something cute.. Isn't it? Every girl wants a guy who can make her smile.
We finished our lunch with a smile pasted our face.
We stepped out.
'So what else?' He asked
'Time to go home'
My words brought disappointment on his face.
'Okay I'll get you a taxi from here' he said in a low voice
'Let's walk'
I waited for his reponse.
He smiled. It means a thumbs up.
We walked.
We smiled.
We laughed.
We flirted.
We winked.
And we loved it. Seriously we did.
South city wasn't too far from my house and shubham hated this fact.
The sun was setting so it was time to drift away.
His face got gloomy. He was sad.
He left me near the metro station.
'When you will meet me next' he whispered
'I don't know' I replied in similarly low tune.
he placed himself infront of me. . He bought his lips near mine. I thought he was about to kiss. But he didn't. 'I still love you' he said and kissed me on my cheek. He knows his limit and he repects me.
This act of his was heart-touching for me. I couldn't withold myself. I hugged him,really tight. So did he.
So here starts a new relationship.
More than friends-more than lovers!
What relation is this?
Even I don't know.
Neither I want to know.
I just know this relationship is beautiful.
P.s not always being in a committed relationship can give you happiness.
Cherry♥
Last night was one of my 'not-so-happening' night. Still it was worth being with harsh. The light was screwing up my sleep. I dashed the pillow against my face and dozed off.
Ping! Ping! Ping!
Blackberry pings can be such a pain in the butt at times I swear. I opened my eye and checked it out . As expected it was harsh. I set my bbm status as DND and then I was off.
Again my mobile buzzed,now it was darn irritating.
I checked out my mobile in disgust and there was a text message. It was bit odd for me to receive a text as my maximum friends are on bbm or whatsapp. So, hardly anybody texts me.
'Hey..cheez, still on bed'
As I read it, my sleep got vanished in a jiffy. It was him. It has to be him.
I abruptly got up from my bed. Rubbed my eyes and was trying to believe wat I read.
It has been more than 6 months that we broke up. I still remember the date crystal clear 28.03.2012.
Ego crept in and we lost contact.
'No..I'm on..btw how cum you texted' I typed but I knew what will be his answer.
'Why can't I? This is his trademark. I'm used to each and every word of his,each and every sentence of his. I know his each and every answer to my questions.
'No you can..but still..it has been so long since I last spoke to you' I typed back.
15 mins went by..no reply from his side. Same old thing. Keeping me on wait and must be busy in toking to somebody else. No I didn't mind, I never did. I knew his lifestyle. I knew what his friends meant to him.
I was about to take a step down from bed when my mobile buzzed. I quickly grapped hold of my phone. It was him. My heart was beating fast.
'Yup say' I answered.
'Sleeping?' He asked
'No was sleeping'
'Sleeping beauty' he chuckled
'Hmm...so??' I knew he had something else in his mind other than calling me sleeping beauty.
'Nothing..bas was thinking to...' He stopped
'To???' I questioned
'Was thinking to meet you'
Now that's is what I didn't want to hear from him. We ignored each other for months then for what we need to meet now?
Question was running through my mind.
'Umm..will see' I mumled
'Cheeze I know what your see means' he said. He seemed diappointed.
'Okay fir..chal let's meet 2mrw I dun have my tution' I answered
'Cool then' he was short in his answer and we hung up.
I wasn't happy , I wasn't sad, I wasn't super excited. I was glad that he tried to contact me after such an abrupt end of our relationship.
I stepped down,got fresh.
I wiped my face while tryng to get hold on my lappy.
I bumped on the couch,connected my lappy with the charger.
I logged in to my old gmail account which shubham created for me when we were in a relationship.
Yes, I dumped evrything right from my perfume to my dress, my gmail account to my hair clips. Everything I used when I was in a realtionship. I literally stopped using those things. I just wanted to maintain a distance from him. I didn't want to have any essence of shubham in my life.
The password was still the same. One of our old picture ( me and shubham)was still there as the gmail dp.
The folder named ' my love' which contained all the mails,all the attachments, the pictures,the songs I shared with shubham was still there . I didn't delete any of the mails even if there was only 'hi' in it. Every mail of his was marked as starred.
I only had one person on my chat list. That was him.
The green light glowed beside his name.
I clicked on the chat button, his status got changed.
'LAST DATE WITH MY EX'
The status was aimed at me and I'm sure of it. I didn't feel like to converse with him .I clicked on the cross button and logged off.
My sleep ditched me. It always happened, whenever I had a plan to meet shubham. Insomnia just creeps in.
I desperately needed someone to talk to.
I looked by my side. Anne was lulled in her innocent sleep. Waking her up at the middle of the night wasn't a nice idea. But my inner instinct was crushing me.
I started fidgitng with my mobile. The LED light of my mobile had been constantly glowing red. There were notification of facebook,whatsapp,bbm. But I didn't care to check any.
My mind was rushing through something,which I myself didn't have any idea about.
Shubham was making me impatient.
I dialed his number. Connecting it showed. I disconnected. I wasn't sure about calling him up.
Calling late at night wasn't the issue but calling him up after 6 months was the issue.
I re-dialed it. This time I didn't disconnect it. The probability of getting a busy tone was 100%.
But for a change it was ringing. It was bit shocking. Basically when we were in a relationship if I would have ring him up at the middle of the night then it would have come busy. But this time it was different.
I dismissed my thoughts. He picked up the line.
'Yeah cheeze' he said
'Sleeping?' I interrogated
'No..I'm online' he said
'Oh..okay..fine then bye' I was about to hung up.
'No its fine we can talk he said.
'Shubh no..I don't want to talk' I was confused.
You are disturbed right? He asked.
'No..I'm okay' I lied.
'Cherry I know you, just because we broke up that doesn't mean I'll forget everything' his voice was comforting
' You know what I'm not getting sleep' I finally spoke out
'Just like earlier' he questioned
'Yup kind off' I let out a sigh.
'You know what you are stressing yourself too much' his voice hushed
'Stressing myself? About what?'
'About meeting me'
'No its not that' I lied again.
But I knew he was right. I was dragging myself a lot. I was over-excersing my brains. It was just a simple meet nothing else. Then why am I feeling that my heart has been over burdened with something. May be the old feeling or may be new feelings which already started taking a dig in my life.
I don't know what it was but surely it wasn't the best feeling.
Going out with me ex is just a normal issue. So why my mind is messed up?
'Do one thing try to sleep,you'll be okay' he said softly
'Hmm..yeah' I hung up.
may be he was right. Sleep was the only thing which could have soothed my mind.
I closed my eyes. The old thoughts started playing tricks on my mind. I was trying to fight back with my thoughts. But certainly I lost the game.
I pulled my blanket over me and Started staring at the ceiling like I was lifeless, with one thing on my mind 'dealing with ex isn't a matter of joke when you still got feelings for him/her'
Monsoons had just hit the sky of kolkata. The weather was unusually cool. My room's glasses were hazy. Yeah it was drizzling. I cuddled within my blanket. The warm effect of the weather didn't permit me to get up too early.
I looked for my mobile. The red light icon on the upper right side of the text message was glowing.
It denoted (1)text message.
'I'll pick you up from the metro station at 11:30..don't be late' I read.
It was my wake up message. The clock showed 9:30. Two hours to go. Mom was at home. So that means I just can't get ready and walk out of my house. I need to take permission.
I dragged myself to my basin. Got fresh. Brushed my teeth,and hit the kitchen. That's where my mom stays early in the morning.
'Ki korcho?' (What are you doing) with a smile pasted on my face.
'Cooking' she replied by not looking at me.
'Okay' I let out a sigh
'What do you want cherry'
Shit! How she came to know about this? I didn't even speak a word then how come? (On my mind)
Beads of sweat appearing on my forehead.
'Umm..maa..actually..nothing' I stammered
'Bol ki hoyeche' ( tell what happened) she banged on the point.
Common you people know how mothers are, they can read each and every expression of yours.
'Shubham' his name slipped out of my lips
'Oh..that marwadi guy..your boyfriend' she said still not giving enough attention to my words.
'Uuff..no..he is just a friend of mine,and he wants to meet me'
Now she diverted her whole attention to me.
'O..you people already made a plan and then coming for permission..I don't know what's wrong with this generation' mom replied with utter disgust on her face.
'Just a yes or needed mom' I held my mom's shoulder and jerked her
'Okay..go..what else I can say...but come before your papa drops in okay?'
'Okay' I accepted her condition like a puppy and left.Again she went back to her work.
'Tell that maru guy to learn bengali if you people are in a relationship and don't wear shorts' she was still blaberring
'No mom..we aren't dating and I'm just of 17..I'm not getting married now' I screamed back.
'Haa..haa..ami sob bujhi' (yeah I understand everything)
I didn't react and hit the bathroom.
Water dripping from my hair. The clock striked 11.
I need to hurry up. I didn't want to be late at any cost.
Opened my cupboard. As usual I didn't find anything to find. After 10 mins my cupboard was looking like it got hit by a hurricane. Nothing was at its place. I made a mess of it.
'What to wear' was the main question now. I could have easily pulled up my shorts and walked out but mom said a big NO-NO for that.
Shocking blue half shoulder top with torn out jeans.
Perfect!
Snikers on. Bracelets on. Tinge of kajal. Lip gloss. Hair tied sideways. Done!
My mobile buzzed.
Where are you? Shubh asked
Getting ready why? I interrogated
'From last 15 mins I'm waiting cheeze'
'Hell! What's the time' I was awed
'11:45 and you are suppose to meet me on 11:30 I think so' now he was being sarcastic
'Yup..coming..wait..' I banged it down
I reached metro station in ten minutes. I saw him standing.
Gosh! He is so damn cute. I bet he can make any girl fall for him by his cuteness.
As I was taking a step near I was getting cautious. I was taking long breaths.
'Chill cherry, you need not be so cautious, he is shubham you met him many a times before.just take it easy' this words ran on my mind
He saw me.
Hi..you are looking pretty' he greeted me with a smile.
'Hmm..okay..thanx' I started looking down.
My hands went numb. As cold as ice. Like it used to happen when we were in a realtionship.
so, finally we met after 6 months. Its time for the date. For that stay tuned to
'Last date with my ex'
'Stop staring at me' I spotted him staring at me right from the time we both entered the metro.
'Who said I'm staring at you?' He chuckled
'Don't think I'm blind shubh' I turned my head the other side.
I can't easily make an eye-contact and talk to him. Its kinda odd for me. But certainly I felt that I missed the way he used to look at me.
12:45.
We entered south city. My favorite of all and he knew well.
'Want to go for a movie' he asked
'Breaking dawn chale?' I was craving to watch this movie from a long time.
'As you wish cheeze' he moved towards the counter.
I knew very well that he isn't into twilight bella or edward. He simply doesn't have any interest in this film but he didn't want to turn my mood off.
'Gold class' flashed on the tickets.
Isn't this meet going the same way it went for the first time we went for a date? (On my mind)
'What are you thinking? Shubham jerked me
'Aahh..oo..nothing' I tried to pretend as if I was thinking nothing and started setting my hair.
Corner seat,lights off,movie starts.
This is exactly the same seat we got on our first date.
Memories came flashing. There was a time when we used to love each other so much. There was a time when there wasn't a day we used to go without speaking. There wasn't a day he was out of my mind.
We were always meant to be together..isn't it?
Then what happened suddenly?
Tears came to the corner of my eyes. I realized its stupid being emotional now.
'Don't think about our past' he whispered
'Haaaw' I looked at him in surprise.
'See you are about to cry..I know what you are thinking' he said
'Chuck it shubh..I'm okay' I tried to concentrate on the film
He kept his hand on my shoulder. I didn't protest. It really feels gud when your loved ones care for your sentiments.
I was unusually quite. I knew one wrong word of mine because of frustration would have ruined the date.
I took his right palm on mine and slid my fingers in between.
He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. There wasn't any filmy drama of seeing so much of love in his eyes for me.
He made me have the pop corn my his own hand like before, I bit his finger.
'Oouucch bitch' he chuckled
'I'm your bitch..you are me dog' I winked
'Hold on..flirting?' He said with full attention
'No..you are already flat on me.so no need to flirt' I was back to my normal self and I bet he loved it.
We came closer to each other. Spark rekindled!
No not love,but at least the barrier between us got removed.
I missed the movie just because of this jerk. Still I didn't mind.
we hit Mainland China. Again my fav.
We settled our self on our chairs.
The ambiance was nice. Not romantic but yeah pretty cool.
'Are you trying to impress me?'
I said maintng eye-contact.
'If I say yes then?' He gave a wicked smile
'Then you better not,kyun ki I'm not gonna fall for you' I said
'You bet!' He challenged
'Yeah I do' in full attitude I replied
He called for the waiter. I couldn't get what he was upto.
He got all my favorite dish, the music tuned to my own favorite nos.
this is something cute.. Isn't it? Every girl wants a guy who can make her smile.
We finished our lunch with a smile pasted our face.
We stepped out.
'So what else?' He asked
'Time to go home'
My words brought disappointment on his face.
'Okay I'll get you a taxi from here' he said in a low voice
'Let's walk'
I waited for his reponse.
He smiled. It means a thumbs up.
We walked.
We smiled.
We laughed.
We flirted.
We winked.
And we loved it. Seriously we did.
South city wasn't too far from my house and shubham hated this fact.
The sun was setting so it was time to drift away.
His face got gloomy. He was sad.
He left me near the metro station.
'When you will meet me next' he whispered
'I don't know' I replied in similarly low tune.
he placed himself infront of me. . He bought his lips near mine. I thought he was about to kiss. But he didn't. 'I still love you' he said and kissed me on my cheek. He knows his limit and he repects me.
This act of his was heart-touching for me. I couldn't withold myself. I hugged him,really tight. So did he.
So here starts a new relationship.
More than friends-more than lovers!
What relation is this?
Even I don't know.
Neither I want to know.
I just know this relationship is beautiful.
P.s not always being in a committed relationship can give you happiness.
Cherry♥
No comments:
Post a Comment